What is going on with my life?
What happened to my relationship?
What's the problem between me and him?
Is it because sticking with him everyday will make our relationship turned sour?
Why he just can't took the initiative to message and calll me?
Why can't i hold his hands or arm when we go out?
Why does he get so awkward?
What's the matter with that?
Couples don't usually do that?
Why just I can't have the relationship like joreen and sean?
Why do I need to suffer like that?
Why do i need to endure and tolerate the pain that is deeply engraved in my heart?
Why does this so?
I am so hurt.
But I do not know how to approached him.
I don't know how to talk to him.
Please GOD, just simple tell me what to do....

It's been a long time I last posted.

Love the accompany of boyfriend.:D
He changed alot.
He becomes sweeter and sweeter.
Will be giving him a surprise for our six month anniversary.
Hope he will like the gift that I gave him.
And also, my birthday is coming.
don't know what surprise he will gave me.
Just really hope that he didn't worked on that day.
I just wanted him to accompany that's all, that will be my greastest gift I ever had.
Love my dear forever!!!!!
You are just so cute that I wanted to pinch you and kiss you if you let me do.

I am tired!

Things that I have done, has already been done. Its up to you whether anot to appreciate it.
It's always a form of respect.
No one will really took the initiative to care about what I does.
No one will ever care about me.
No one will really knows what I am thinking.
So what, they even opened their mouth to ask , I will not even say.

Sick and tired of everything!
No meaning at all.

Wild and satisfied!

HAHA, you should know when couples being together, for sure we would do something wrong.:D

It' was a good one today!! love it:D

SHIOK LIKE SIAO!!!

Even I could not even"ah" properly!

Dear was powerful!!!

HAHAHHAHHAHHH:D LMAO!!!

LOVE YOU MY DEAREST!!!!

OH MY, DEAR WAS SPEECHLESS IN ME!!!!!!!

I am been smoking one stick after one stick not long ago.

Dear keep asking and stopping me of not to smoke too much, but I didn't heed his advice.

I am really sorry of what i done!

Hope you could forgive me!:(

I JUST SIMPLY HATE MY LIFE!:(

I JUST SIMPLY HATE MY LIFE THAT I HAVING NOW!!!!

FUCK MY LIFE!

TODAY WAS BEING "SO CALLED" POPULAR IN SCHOOL!!!!

THANKS TO SOMEONE BY JUST SCREAMING AND YELLING AT ME FOR NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT DID I DID WRONG????

BY JUST NOT INFORMING HIM THAT I WAS AT THE BACK STAGE HELPING THE MODELS TO MAKE UP AS THEY ARE HAVING THE HAIR FASHION SHOW???

DO HE NEED TO YELL AT ME IN PUBLIC?

HE DON'T WANT FACE, BUT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S ATROCIOUS AND UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST HATE HIM TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOTIC FREAKO!!!!!

JESUS!!!! HE'S JUST AN INSANE PERSON THAT A BRAIN DOESN'T EXIST IN HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML

It's getting more and more bored!

What am I going to do??????

How?

What solutions would you give me?

Is this the way of doing it?

Does it worked?

Do you think is correct of doing it?

This are all the questions that keep running through my mind.

How is it possible for me to do it where he's a friend to me?

Ask him to just give up or go on?

Will he listened to my advice?

Will he?

I think the possibilities might be less than 40%.

Or I just ignore him and let him do what he wants?

Am i controlling him?

No, i guess??

OH MY, HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!